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But if your heart's not in it, for real.
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel.
If love's already gone,
Its not fair to lead me on.
Cause, i would give the whole world, for you.
Anything you'd ask of me, i'll do.
But i wont ask you to say,
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.
HAHAHA!i am going to the singapore idol finales.
oh my god.
i like super cant believe it!
yesterdays training was like woohs!
first time i really pushed myself okk.
jenn said i was crazy.
i think i was.
i like even lapped people!
i was so proud that i pushed.
lifes been so so.
nothing much to update abt.
=)
vote for taufik!
yesterday was so super great ok!
i was sitting in the first 5th row.
totally rocks man.
taufik area.hoho.
the area was like so packed!
reception was flooded mans.
no punch hole ticket to go in first.
punchhole tickets no space already la!
me and huiyen and a couple of the rest squeeze through.
cover the hole on our tickets and got through.
went to gallery first.
packed man.
no seats.
even the stairs were taken.
we hurry rush down!
got seats at the 5th row.
rock on la.
so fun!
i hope taufik is the singapore idol.
woohs!
1st andrew road is haunted.
i heard the story.
taxi uncle told me that at night when you look at the mirror.
people will be waving at you.
people?!
i'm sure you get the meaning.
today is friday!
i got 1000 lines to write.
but now i've only finished 120.
woohs.
i wil not forget to bring my umbrella for training from now onwards.
i think mrtay is mad.
he gave us a choice!
write thast sentence 1000 lines.
or type it out a million lines.
but can copy and paste la.
but how to count?!?!
one million ehs.
friday is soon coming!
oh mans.
nada and me decided to explore limboseng slope.
walked up halfway and found it quiet and eerie.
and we sprint all the way down.
HAHAHAHA.
who wants to bet?
i bet sly will be out this week.
then he'll go crying in maia's big bust.
oops.i think i sound mean.
i will rock you like a baby lover
cradle in my arms.
oh ya!
i must hand in my 1000 lines by tomorrow.
=(
i miss you.
i'm feeling kinda feverish right now.
=(
al thanks too 3 days non-stop camp.
13 hours in school each day for three days.
there,i got fever.
rae is gifted.heh.
i'm a champion.sole survivor of 20 million.
i think adam khoo is spars.
i'm gonna work hard okay.
i want to earn half a million by the age of 27.
remember me.
rachel chin.
the nano-tachnology industry is a growing industry!
so sweet to make me honey lemon for my sorethoat.
and strepils too.
and seeing you day and night.
heh.dreams*
i want to watch the forgotten.
i hope sly goes out tomorrow.
evil laughs*
not oli or taufik please.
sly is disgusting wif that maia.
eeeeeks.
uploading pictures of malacca field trip!
malacca field trip was fun.
how i bathe in the hotel room is a secret.
slept wif pris and shuen!
we gambled before that.
all thanks to jingwen who was cursing us.
some of us lost so much money okay.
wenxin and zhiyun took all of them.
szemin as banker is so funny!
she's so stressed that her whole face turns red.
hahaha.
limkimchoo wore her yellow slippers there.
and she said my pants were too low.
shrugs*
wenxin is super skinny.
i know her secret.
she eats almost nothing!
i missed so many trainings.
i heard that all of them were killers.
say good luck to me.
=)
muaks muaks muaks.
tamago~
HAHAHA!
kinda pretty and cute.
-.-
training yesterday was hell!
how much my stamina has deproved.
sighs.wheres all the passion.
flooded wif so many memories while running yesterday.
how much life has changed.
how much track has changed.
how much i have changed.
i realised that i a cao problemetic child.
:)
malacca trip on friday!
please dont let me see dirty things in the old hotel.
top secret:i'm scared to bathe there.
19nov's coming soon.
yes.its not real soon though.
jenn is right.
i'm forever living in self-denial.
lets gang up and kill barney.
this song's so stuck in my head now.
moodswing last night!
i'm so so sorry i screamed at you.
it was so unintentional.
jae song ham mi da.
election day today!
i prefer bush.
singapore idol tomorrow!
i dont like sly anymore.
cos of all those disgusting rumors abt he and maia.
oli is good.:)
i miss you so much!
you you you.
you.
Rachel / Rae
24th nov 1989
raeraerae_@hotmail.com
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